Situation: The Tower

POSITIONAL (MAIN) MEANING No one can stay entirely out of the way of tremendous energy that is seeking release.The card that lands in the Situation position refers to the circumstances you find yourself in with regard to your concern. When the Tower is in this position, significant energy must be released. Until that happens, no one is safe or secure. It could either be an accident of history or a natural development that had been building over time. The charge is now at critical mass; just a little shift in the energy of the situation will cause it to be set loose. Although this may happen around you rather than to you, be aware that the situation is volatile and unstable. Prepare for chaos but don't take it personally.

Challenges/ Opportunities: The Magician
POSITIONAL (MAIN) MEANING Don't get too fixated on the details. Look at the larger picture.The card in the Challenges/Opportunities position reflects how you can use creativity to turn a crisis or challenge into an opportunity. The Magus in this position tells you to keep your mind open to divine inspiration. Focus your attention on the hidden piece, the unspoken question, the unchallenged assumption. Look for a larger pattern. Relax and keep your mind free from trivia, so you can shift your outlook to a new and higher vantage point. Your challenge is to leave old habits of thinking behind.

Advice: Three of Cups
POSITIONAL (MAIN) MEANING Call your family together to support you and trust that the results will be just what you need.The card in the Advice position suggests a course of action which will harmonize what you want with what is currently possible. The Three of Cups in this position advises that you connect with your family and fully inform them about what's going on with you. Let them add substance to your ideas with their talent and imagination. Think of this occasion as a barn raising, where their support helps you make quick work of a big job. There may be something here for everyone to contribute. Put yourself in the loving hands of your family connections and your trust will be rewarded. The synergy between you could enhance each individual's talent and creativity. You will love the results!

Daily Lesson: Aeon
POSITIONAL (MAIN) MEANING Dare to start at the beginning again, using untapped talents and resources.The card in the Lesson position represents the personal investment or sacrifice required to derive full benefit from your current situation. Judgment in this position requires that you let go of that cherished old sense of identity you have felt secure with. Risk being a beginner in new areas where you suspect you might have talent. No one likes going through the beginner stages -- we want to coast on our power and authority without having to start fresh on new ground. This circumstance requires exactly that of you, however. You must be willing to begin anew with new rules and new possibilities. Surrender to change. Open your mind to the idea that your undiscovered talents will be even more fun and satisfying.

Near Future: Nine of Swords
POSITIONAL (MAIN) MEANING Emphasize self-sufficiency. The less dependent you are, the less vulnerable you are.The card in the Near Future position indicates which way the wind is blowing with regard to your situation. If you follow the Advice card, however, you can improve on or neutralize tendencies. With the Nine of Swords in this position, the near future may not be the time to go out on a limb. Reduce your risks and exposure to the possible negative effects of others. This is not to say you should cut all ties. Rather, do what you can to minimize repercussions in your life if someone chooses to go in a direction or undertake an action you are not comfortable with. The emotional overtone of this card points to disappointment over a person, institution or situation you had trusted. You must find the strength in yourself to detach from people and activities where the agenda is not compatible with your own well-being. Now may be a good time to recall your past successes and reinforce your self confidence. The near future may challenge you to remain flexible and optimistic no matter what happens.


ashtanga yoga
Originally uploaded by nikki cousins.

Take a deep breath.

Breathe into the pose.

Soften your body.

Your mind is following.
Is becoming silent, focused, relaxed.
You find yourself is
slowly entering another world.
Aware of the moment.

Aware of possibility
for that moment of bliss
might become
an Eternity.


He is the Master. The real master. The genius. The magician.
The real guru of tantra.
Of tantric kundalini yoga.
A hard way. Very hard.
Because it demands Everything.
With no limits.
With no guards.
And I still need my boundaries.
Need my borders, my safe area.
My ego, my picture of myself.
But I am here.
Frightened to death.
Attracted to death.
Taking my time,
But my path is with
No escape.
Because he impressed me, to the very roots of my being.
Because his game is so ultimate.
A masterpiece.

Facing the truth

In which part of me do you live
when you can get me like this

i guess it came the killin' time

Since we're feeling so anesthetised
In our comfort zone
Reminds me of the second time
That I followed you home

We're running out of alibis
From the second of May
Reminds me of the summer time
On this winter's day

See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end

Every step we take that's synchronized
Every broken bone
Reminds me of the second time
That I followed you home

You shower me with lullabies
As you're walking away
Reminds me that it's killing time
On this fateful day

See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end

From the time we intercepted
Feels more like suicide...

See you at the bitter end


Salvation for jealousy lays...

in ones own Freedom.

Freedom in a measure

of ones own Heart.

You Inside Me

I feel I will lose myself in this love for you.
And I am so afraid of that.
I haven't feel like this for a long time.
I am afraid to tell you
how much I love you.
How deep are the feelings I feel for you.
How the depths of my soul are reacting on every your move, outer or inner.
I wanna run away from you,
deny you
deny what I feel
say - it is not true,
it is not happening.
I am afraid to let myself to it.
Feel like I could die from this love.
I am so intrigued by your soul
I wanna taste it, know it, feel it, see deep into it, melt in it, vanish within it... wish to lose myself in you...
You moved me.
You came and just pushed away few little blocks in my life. And I was destroyed for good.

There is some inner body in me which becomes erected only by thought of you.
I am surprised. What is this?
I don't know anything about this...
I could as well cry till the rest of my life
because of the grace I felt

I want you to stay away from me
for the rest of my life has no sense without you.


Photo by Jorisss.
My body still didn't forget you...

Your hands are still sleeping in the smell of my skin...

Your voice inside my brain..

Your laugh.. your smile...

Inside me


At the same time

(or A moment of Truth)

Life is beautiful.. This planet is beautiful and I love it..

I admire nature in its purity and glory..

And admire people who succeeded in what I have failed...

More about Kindness..

I understood
the wisdom of life is in
placing our being into position
where it will be able to act with kindness...


.. is not about resistance, and fight.

It is more about acceptance, and kindness..........

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To dedicate One's own life to Spiritual,

Is there Anything Higher?

Return To Paradise - X-perience

i walk on the water, oh she's so funny
her taste on my lips, like milk and honey
i see crystal lights, i want to stay forever

i want to stay, i dive in oxygen
now and today, i throw away my pain,
i want to stay, i'm gonna live today, forever...

the return to paradise,
it's all so nice
i will dive into the light
i'm glad to be in love

the return to paradise,
it's all so nice
i will dive into the light
i'm glad to be in love

so deep so endlessly
so nice and hopefully
she gives the kiss of life to me

i want to seek the sea, the liquid skies
the warm and tender lights, when days arise
i want to feel surreal, i want to stay, forever

i want to stay, i dive in oxygen
now and today, i throw away my pain,
i want to stay, i'm gonna live today, forever...

the return to paradise,
it's all so nice
i will dive into the light
i'm glad to be in love


so deep so endlessly
so nice and hopefully
she gives the kiss of life to me

the return to paradise,
it's all so nice
i will dive into the light
i'm glad to be in love

the return to paradise,
it's all so nice
i will dive into the light
i'm glad to be in love

ps. the last post before i continue with something mine :))

Zoran Đinđić - the Man I loved...

If Serbia stops now...

I will never forget you..

Hope to meet you once in that future where you wanted to lead us...



After shock from yesterday's choice of Eurosong representative for Serbia, have to post Zeljko Joksimovic (and i am not some huge fan of him :)) who three years ago with the song "My lamb" achieved second place for Serbia and Montenegro...

This song at least had "something", and after all - Zeljko looks very nice :))


ps. he was second with just few votes less from the first - Ukraine - Ruslana and Wild dancers - an Im sure everyone remembers her :d

besides i ve heard she and zeljko had some really good time together ;)

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Lavinia's Personal Card: The Star

This Deck: Sacred Rose

General Meaning:
What has traditionally been known as the Star card is about reconnecting one's Soul with the Divine -- the transcending of personality, family, community and reputation. It has to do ultimately with the freedom to be one's Self. The Soul is responding to celestial influences -- forces that can provide the personality with a stronger sense of purpose.
The Star card helps us to remember our exalted origins and our attraction to a Higher Union. This card could also be called the "Celestial Mandate" -- that which refers us back to our reason for being, our mission in this lifetime. The Star reminds us that, in a sense, we are agents of Divine Will in our day-to-day lives. If we let go of the idea that we are supposed to be in control, we can more easily notice and appreciate the synchronicities that are nudging us along. In this way, we become more conscious of the invisible Helping Hand, and we better understand our place within -- and value to -- the larger Cosmos.

Fast Facts
About The Star
Theme: You are consciously on the way home in a spiritual sense.
Astro Association: Aquarius
Element: Air
Number: 17
Alias: Grace

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Stop the dolphin and whale killings in Taiji Petition


Letter I got this morning from my sister:

"Hi :(

If you can, look at this http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

if you want sign this http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho

if you want, send to others!


"Cao :(

Ako mozes - pogledaj ovo http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

ako zelis potpisi ovo http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho

ako zelis, prosledi dalje!


I cannot remember I have seen something as cruel and sad as this in a long time...
I am still under shock, feel like i am crying inside........................................

w h y ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????///

Gary Jules - Mad World

this song always gets me....

ps. and so does the movie ;)


If you cannot be a Friend

you cannot be a Lover...


(instead of "let it be")


The Love



Infected by your love
I'm closing my eyes

Do you feel me?

Pastel Shadows

Every time I think of you
the shadows of those
mixed feelings
overwhelm me
so strong
that I begin to see
this world
in some strange colours
that reflects the
pastel shades
around things
that have always been
just plain


Originally uploaded by maxivida.

we were not that "close" in "real cyber life", and maybe what i am doin now is also "wrong", but i really like her photography, specially in a last year or two period. if you want to see more of what this lady is doing, please visit her flickr photo page, or go there by simply clicking on the photo.

btw, her title (about the spring in winter time) inspired me on thoughts about life.. how we meet some right people in the wrong time, or wrong people in the right time.. perhaps the wiseness is in recognizing the right things in the right time, otherwise, we will miss the time of our life struggling...

Question of Life


is a mesmerizing pool of possibilities.

But the real question is:

Do I Want To Be Happy :))?

The Guru

I am not interested in your personal life.

I am interested will you be born in spirit
and let him do the fission of your heart.

I am not interested in your personal problems.

I am interested will you lift your hands towards the sky
and let it clean from you everything that is not
the pure gold of the true life

I am not interested in your dealing with yourself.

I am interested only for the song
that we can sing together
in the Devotion to the Supreme.

Limerick, Ireland,
in meditation, 1st day after return from India

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