Situation: The Tower
Challenges/ Opportunities: The Magician




Situation: The Tower
He is the Master. The real master. The genius. The magician.
The real guru of tantra.
Of tantric kundalini yoga.
A hard way. Very hard.
Because it demands Everything.
With no limits.
With no guards.
And I still need my boundaries.
Need my borders, my safe area.
My ego, my picture of myself.
But I am here.
Looking.
Judging.
Smelling.
Frightened to death.
Attracted to death.
Taking my time,
But my path is with
No escape.
Because he impressed me, to the very roots of my being.
Because his game is so ultimate.
A masterpiece.
In which part of me do you live
when you can get me like this
still???
...
i guess it came the killin' time
Since we're feeling so anesthetised
In our comfort zone
Reminds me of the second time
That I followed you home
We're running out of alibis
From the second of May
Reminds me of the summer time
On this winter's day
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
Every step we take that's synchronized
Every broken bone
Reminds me of the second time
That I followed you home
You shower me with lullabies
As you're walking away
Reminds me that it's killing time
On this fateful day
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
From the time we intercepted
Feels more like suicide...
See you at the bitter end
I feel I will lose myself in this love for you.
And I am so afraid of that.
I haven't feel like this for a long time.
I am afraid to tell you
how much I love you.
How deep are the feelings I feel for you.
How the depths of my soul are reacting on every your move, outer or inner.
I wanna run away from you,
deny you
deny what I feel
say - it is not true,
it is not happening.
I am afraid to let myself to it.
Feel like I could die from this love.
I am so intrigued by your soul
I wanna taste it, know it, feel it, see deep into it, melt in it, vanish within it... wish to lose myself in you...
You moved me.
You came and just pushed away few little blocks in my life. And I was destroyed for good.
There is some inner body in me which becomes erected only by thought of you.
I am surprised. What is this?
I don't know anything about this...
I could as well cry till the rest of my life
because of the grace I felt
I want you to stay away from me
for the rest of my life has no sense without you.
I understood
the wisdom of life is in
placing our being into position
where it will be able to act with kindness...
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